Stuck - Between a Rock and a Hard Place!

[wadesgirl]

Got say that you sound like I did several months ago. All though I am totally sure what you are facing is quite different from what I had too. However, I had a Saturday to myself and I was totally in the dumper. I had e-mailed everyone in my cluster that prior Friday that I had decided to quit PC. I was so depressed and down that I was already considering several very STUPID options. One included a one way trip to Montana the other, well, let's just say there was no turning back from. I was so confused, tired and so completely discombobulated that I just could not handle it. And everyone I asked, gave me different answers. Anyway, I decided that on following Saturday morning to put the question out there to God. Then I shut up!
About half way through that Saturday, I got my answer. It is funny how the answer came via a TV program I just happened to stumble upon on Satelite, which I normally do not watch, but there it was.
Anyway, the following Monday I made ther phone calls and appointments i needed to make and since then, all is right with the world.
Put the question out there for God to hear. Then shut up and listen. You will get the guidence you need if you truely "let go and let God."
My thoughs and prayers are with you.
Oh remember something else, the answer may NOT be at all what you expect. I know I ended up doing things to make things right that I had never had any intention of doing. But I had to in order to "fix" me.

Thanks for the great words of encouragement! Glad to hear you managed through it!

I actually made my decision this last weekend. I had one last thing that just pushed me over the edge. Please keep praying for me though, it will be a tough couple of weeks/months ahead of me.

Quitting PC isn't an option for me at this point, it is truely the on good thing in my life. But I know at some point last year I had that feeling and came on here for some great support and encouragement and was able to get the help I needed that actually had nothing to do with PC!

 

[pamperedpals]

I will continue to pray that you receive the strength and guidance you need during this time. {{{HUGS}}}