scottcooks
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We are in process of adopting two toddlers - have been married 14 years DINK, and began the process of adoption within state agency 3 years ago. Finally after 2 1/2 years (and 3 labor days~!) we have had the tots since Feb 20.
Our two are sibs of a family of 4, mom and dad had been incarcerated briefly and are just not ready for kids - mom is 23 and has 4 kids, 7,5,4,2. Dad is bipolar and unemployable, 29. They both love their kids but cannot provide them a safe home or structure. We have the 4 and 2yo; we were placement home #7 for the 2yo, #5 for the 4yo.
Tomorrow 8-16 we have a meeting with the state and the foster fam for the 7 and 5yo - we are interested in occasional visits, and they are not, based on the havoc it wreaks for the kids...the other foster mom explains it rips the kids' hearts out to not see their sibs more.
I'm not sure what is right. I know that God pointed us toward these two children, and we don't have the space to adopt all 4. The other family has the space, but in 5 1/2 months we have bonded with the tots and we want to hang on to them with occasional sib visits.
To make matters tougher, there were questionable events when we took the tots over there for a sleepover, and I had to file a CPS report for suspicions of improper activity with the 2yo.
It was goofy of us to setup a sleepover with our kids only 2 and 4 even if it was with their sibs, since we didn't know the other family at all. I resolved that we won't do another unless our kids are school age.
Challenges for us will be: seeing the other foster family face to face since the allegations, and resolving the visits issue fairly for the kids. Ultimately they are and always will be blood relatives, but we cannot raise them together...both of ours are busy families; they have 3 other kids in their house and we have very hectic lives with 4 jobs between the 2 of us.
Pray for our peace and comfort, and discernment that God's will be done for our 4yo boy and 2yo girl. Adoption is supposed to occur early October. I plan to go in to this meeting and say as LITTLE as I possibly can!
Our two are sibs of a family of 4, mom and dad had been incarcerated briefly and are just not ready for kids - mom is 23 and has 4 kids, 7,5,4,2. Dad is bipolar and unemployable, 29. They both love their kids but cannot provide them a safe home or structure. We have the 4 and 2yo; we were placement home #7 for the 2yo, #5 for the 4yo.
Tomorrow 8-16 we have a meeting with the state and the foster fam for the 7 and 5yo - we are interested in occasional visits, and they are not, based on the havoc it wreaks for the kids...the other foster mom explains it rips the kids' hearts out to not see their sibs more.
I'm not sure what is right. I know that God pointed us toward these two children, and we don't have the space to adopt all 4. The other family has the space, but in 5 1/2 months we have bonded with the tots and we want to hang on to them with occasional sib visits.
To make matters tougher, there were questionable events when we took the tots over there for a sleepover, and I had to file a CPS report for suspicions of improper activity with the 2yo.
It was goofy of us to setup a sleepover with our kids only 2 and 4 even if it was with their sibs, since we didn't know the other family at all. I resolved that we won't do another unless our kids are school age.
Challenges for us will be: seeing the other foster family face to face since the allegations, and resolving the visits issue fairly for the kids. Ultimately they are and always will be blood relatives, but we cannot raise them together...both of ours are busy families; they have 3 other kids in their house and we have very hectic lives with 4 jobs between the 2 of us.
Pray for our peace and comfort, and discernment that God's will be done for our 4yo boy and 2yo girl. Adoption is supposed to occur early October. I plan to go in to this meeting and say as LITTLE as I possibly can!