I'm beside myself. I had a show scheduled for this evening. I had been trying to get a hold of the host 2-3 times leading up to her show to host coach and always had to leave a message. Last night I tried again, assuming the show was still on and to call me with the final count. Today came and still no call and I assumed I was blown off. I get a call from the host wondering where I was and I said I had tried several times to get a hold of her and with no luck. Since I figured she didn't want a show, I wasn't going to pack up my things and go. She said she hasn't checked her messages in weeks and did today. I feel I did the best I could and now am feeling guilty for what happened. She told me she had 5 people coming, but I didn't have the folders ready and felt by the time I got ready and driven there I would have been really late and distracted and not down well. What do I do? Has this happend to anyone and what should I do next to make it better?