Cindycooks
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Because right now I'm hurting and I know I should not be....but part of me can't help it. This is what happened this morning:
I teach pre-k. I have 7 kids in my room - not alot at all. Ok - there is a new consultant in our town - hospitality - has been around 3 or 4 years and just moved here. Her little girl is in another class. A mom in my class apparently booked a party with this lady at another party she attended. Thats okay - that happens. She invited alot of mom's of my students. So today she comes into my room when she dropped off her child with orders for 3 of the moms. I dont know why she personally had the orders. So I kindly took them and handed them to the moms when they dropped off their kids.
Today she stops right outside my door - within ear shot - and started talking to a mom about delivering her quick-start box. This mom knows that I am a consultant, in fact she has ask me questions before about her barpan. I'm trying not to let this get to me. I know I should not be jealous, I should not be hurt - it is just that she knows I am trying so hard and why does she have to do this in front of me? Call the recruit - talk to her other than at school. I've told myself all day "When God closes doors, he opens windows" and I am hoping that thru this, something good will happen for me. I dont like feeling this way, right now I just can help it. Our cluster, myself included is all about cheering each other on with our success & we all support each other - that is what I need to be feeling right now.
I teach pre-k. I have 7 kids in my room - not alot at all. Ok - there is a new consultant in our town - hospitality - has been around 3 or 4 years and just moved here. Her little girl is in another class. A mom in my class apparently booked a party with this lady at another party she attended. Thats okay - that happens. She invited alot of mom's of my students. So today she comes into my room when she dropped off her child with orders for 3 of the moms. I dont know why she personally had the orders. So I kindly took them and handed them to the moms when they dropped off their kids.
Today she stops right outside my door - within ear shot - and started talking to a mom about delivering her quick-start box. This mom knows that I am a consultant, in fact she has ask me questions before about her barpan. I'm trying not to let this get to me. I know I should not be jealous, I should not be hurt - it is just that she knows I am trying so hard and why does she have to do this in front of me? Call the recruit - talk to her other than at school. I've told myself all day "When God closes doors, he opens windows" and I am hoping that thru this, something good will happen for me. I dont like feeling this way, right now I just can help it. Our cluster, myself included is all about cheering each other on with our success & we all support each other - that is what I need to be feeling right now.