Since I found this site I thought my business was doing better. My sales was increasing though the bookings wasnt. I dont know what it is about me but I just cannot seem to get anything rolling around here. I will get a month with 3-4 shows and before the first week is out all of them have cancelled. I dont know what to do. I did the fair last month and was thinking of doing it again next weekend but dont know if i should now. it seems like i am putting more money into this business than earning and i just dont have that much extra money to throw around. i told myself that i would give myself 6 months before deciding what to do. well today is my 6 month anniversary and i had my second of three shows this month to cancel. happy anniversary to me!! I have nothing to look forward to this month but one show at the end of the month IF it holds through. I feel like i have done everything i possibly can but after 6 months of not reaching one goal i have had my heart broken enough. i didnt reach any of the super starter goals and none of the incentives. my career sales is like 1700 dollars . i dont want to quit but i dont see any other choice. sorry this is so long and sorry i am having a pity party. i just needed someone to talk to. thanks for listening.