and its alllllllll my fault. When i started pampered chef in sept i thought i would be great and i was very into it. But as with all things when things get harder than i expected i started losing interest. I expected to get more help from my family but instead got none! 1 friend hosted a show for me and i hosted one but other than that..nothing . I know i have to advertise and put myself out there but i feel sooooo unprepared to go to strangers homes and do this. I don't feel ready and i am a perfectionist i hate the idea of doing a crappy show. How do i get out of this slump. I thought my recruiter was about done with me when she called me the other day and invited me to do a fair with her so i did that and got about 5 leads so i am calling now and trying my best not to sound desperate for a show lol. So now i finally feel like i have taken a step to doing a show for a complete stranger and the fear is setting in. Anyone have any ideas on how i can get over this? Thanks!