Join Me on My 40 lb Weight Loss Journey | Jess_K's Journal

[Jess_K]

ok so here goes nothing, I figured I'd join you all in my quest. I'm trying to lose 40 lbs.. would like to by the middle or end of summer. Wish me luck!

:cheerleader::cheerleader: Good luck to EVERYONE!

 

[Jess_K]

arghok so it's Friday Feb 15th.. my parents are coming to visit tomorrow and this whole week I've been munching.. nerves... nerves nerves... I don't have the best relationship with my family and needless to say my DH pretty much really has issues... so it could be a disaster this weekend so man oh man.. went to the gym Wednesday AM and haven't went since... just snackin.. and snacking... hopefully I can get back on track..........

:cry:

 

[missydivine]

You can do it! I know you can! Just keep telling yourself that! Your mind believes what you tell it so tell it something positive!

 

[Jess_K]

thanksthanks for the vote of confidence... I'm going to try to get back on track this week with something at least.. having a down week so far! but there's only one way to succeed... and yes. I do believe I can do it.. but sometimes that falls to the back of my mind..

 

[missydivine]

I know! I have to get motivated and busy! I have a lot to lose. We are great support here too!

 

[Jess_K]

I've got to figure out how to cheer myself on.. dh doesn't care he drinks, chews, whatever.. I'm finding myself wondering what charm he had that I agreed to marry him.. how sad isn't it? two kids under 4.. yikes.. I better just get MY head on straight ... he's just being a really lazy, inconsiderate, nothing to me lately. So once I kick myself enough times to get to the gym maybe I'll get my better mentalitly back.. someone has to be around for the kids long term and he cares nothing about me or them only himself as I see it. So.. pulling my big girl panties up and going to really put some effort back... hopefully starting tonight at the gym...

 

[Nell's-a-Cookin']

Dream TeamHave any of you used the Dream Team Training? I plan on doing the program this Saturday. I have 3 gals wanting to promote! Wish us all luck!!! I'm attaching what I have about it. If you've used it, please let me know any advice other than folloowing the plan!

 

[Jess_K]

argh.. so still struggling..

 

[imported_lkprescott]

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so Jess... have you tried talking to your hubby about being more of a participant in the marriage? Would he go to counseling? I know some guy scoff at it but it really does work and help give tools for a couple to use to work on things. If not, then just keep working on yourself. Don't let him hold you back in being a better person. You're worth it!