I am still at a loss here. I recently posted about my director just leaving me and received some great ideas from you all. I am just so frustrated at this point I am just ready to give up. I talked with my recruiter who is also my director and let her know that I had been here and heard that others are having cluster meetings and such. She informed me that she does have meetings for those who live around her. She lives about 1 to 1 1/2 hours away from me. I have never been informed of such meetings because I live so far away...I drive 4 hours one way to work (I work 3 12 hour shifts and then drive 4 hours home.) I have done shows 2 hours away. She knows all of that. Then I have started a step up class with her. We set dates and times for our classes. She was very upset that one of the gals that was taking the class did not call in nor did she inform my director that she would not be there. Now my problem is that for the past 2 weeks we have not had these classes. I did not get a phone call or an e-mail from her. When I tried to contact her via e-mail there was no response. When I tried to phone her I reached the answering machine with no return phone call. I was so upset with her that I wrote her a kind of nasty e-mail letting her know that I didn't feel I deserved that kind of disrespect. She immediately replied to that one. She said she was having FUN with her business and just neglected all other responsibilities along with telling me that I needed to gain more bookings. She then sent me a PS e-mail letting me knowshe was having so much fun with her business, having done 6,000 in sales since March 1 and have 90 brides for the registry. Also that her business was hers and mine was mine. I am happy for her with the success of her business, that is not my point. My point is that she had a commitment with me and didn't have enough respect for me to let me know that she was going to be unavailable. She tells me that I can always ask her for suggestions and for ideas. But in reality she tells me that I am basically on my own. She created her business without being hand held. I didn't think that asking why classes were cancelled without any response from her was asking to be hand held. Am I taking this too personally. Her last statement to me was she would order the entire class and I could do it by myself. I suggested that she contact HO and let them give me a hospitality director...she didn't see the need in that. Any suggestions on how to handle this...I don't want to leave PC but I don't need this either.