Ok so I know this is covered over and over on the group and this is probably more of a rant against myself but here it goes anyway... I'm having the worse time getting this going. I signed up in October, qualified in 30 days with basically catalog shows. I don't have family around me so I can't count on them to host parties for me. Actually I don't feel like I have any of the people to count on to host parties for me. Which means that I need to get strangers to host parties. I tried to have two at my house, the 1st one was only my husband and his mother and step dad. The 2nd one got canceled and rescheduled to Sat because I only had 3 confirmed guests and this Sat isn't looking too much better but I'm going through with it anyway. Then I broke my laptop and so far haven't been able to recover anything so I lost all my flyers and postcards that I had to mail out. I am soo discouraged. I do really want to do well but how do I find and stay motivated.